Tshirt Design....

Cool t-shirt designs...a newly found hobby and i love it...

I am Broken...

i am deeply hurt and broken...no one can fathom the pain...
the feeling is almost unbearable...but i can take it...
it's always been like this...a broken wing...
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Something About Love

Many people keep on asking how does a long distance relationship work?...And somehow it makes me ponder for a while...Hmmm...I do have a long distance relationship and thanks God ours work well...What makes it work?...First, it's the unstoppable communication despite the distance...The cost is high though...But worth it...Second, remain Honest...though sometimes I am tempted to hide things e.g. the escapades and others...but it is still best to tell the truth...though it may cause a petty quarrel and the likes...but it's normal right...no matter how far you are from each other...you still have to argue things to spice up your relationship...Third, Be intimate Always...it may sound absurd but it's possible...Just Be Creative...(whatever comes in your mind...hehehe...)...Fourth, Love him more everyday...Show and tell him how much you care for him...Show him just how much you love him...Be it through an unexpected text msg or call...or a daily greeting card via FEDEX or LBC...Lastly, You Dream Together...dream of being together in a Limo...you go fantasize together it will help a lot...Finally when you met make your fantasy come true...make every bit of it special...

(an excerpt from a poem i personally made...somehow makes me stronger everyday...hehehe)
Yes, it's hard loving from apart...
but when you're bind by heart...
Nothing could make you part...

I Love Macau...

Yes, i do love Macau. Living abroad is not easy especially when you go there alone and leave your family behind. It takes a lot of courage and determination to survive.

But Macau is a different place. It just feels like home. The place is relatively small but with a lot beautiful places. It's an ideal place for honeymooners and families who plan to spend quality time abroad.

My stay there was indeed wonderful. I would always want to come back to Macau.

ec:)

First Ten Chinese Words...

China is so rich in culture. One thing I noticed the most during my stay there is that people really speak their own language. Most of them speaks only Mandarin and nothing else. So when a foreigner get to such place you will need to learn their language. Here are my first ten Chinese words:

1. Xiexie - thank you. my first word.
2. Chi fan - let's eat. this really would sound nice to my hearing when a chinese would always tell me this words...lol
3. Duo shao qian - how much? i always have the courage asking a sales lady do shao qian??? but when the lady replies to me in Mandarin...ohh...i would reply...at no. 4
4. Tsing po tong - that means i don't understand..lol
5. Peng you -friend.i'm fond of calling most of the Chinese i speak with.
6. Ji rou - chicken. i always make sure to pronounce this correctly when I order food because only a syllable difference they have with fried Frog...
7. Wo ai ni - i love you. woi ai ni my honey junmer
8. Ni zai nali - where are you?
9. Bu yong xie - you're welcome.
10. Kuai zi - chopstick. i really wanted to use this like a pro.lol

Birthday Cakes...

Bluebird Cake...for someone's birthday...

During my younger years, I never experienced a cake in my birthday and somehow I got envious to my other playmates who often have cakes in their birthdays. It would always bring silent tears.

Why do we often have cakes on our birthday? Why do we need to blow birthday candles?

Loving from Apart...

Holding you so tight...

I can't take you out of my sight...

In my lonely nights...

Beneath the moon I hide...

In your warm embrace...

But I can't see your face...

You're so true it seems...

But only in my dreams...

In my solitude you're there...

I know you're near...

But only by heart...

For we are miles apart...

Waiting for you...

This is all I can do...

Yes, it's so hard...

Loving from apart...

Distance your foe...

It may weaken you...

But when bind by heart...

Nothing could make you part.
A poem dedicated to my honey junmer...

Life is queer as they say...But it becomes more surprising when you able to find your other half...You will learn new things each day...Things that you never know you are capable of doing...It may not be always a bed of roses...For certain it is not...You may feel heartaches and pains...But love is life...It has its own ups and downs...True Love never counts for the good times alone but also for the bad times...Stay in LOVE!:)

Simala Wonders...

"To see is to believe", says the world.
"To believe is to see", says Jesus.

I have been to Simala thrice and was really amazed with the crowd. What really drives these people to travel from afar, to go through with the long lines under the heat of the sun? Is it so because as human as we are we live by norms of this world " to see is to believe?" Do we really need miracles in order for us to believe that God works wonders to those who believe?

No matter what's the reason for the individuals coming over to Simala it's the FAITH that matters the most....

Living Life...the Tala Way...

It may sound odd to some but living Tala (our company name) was indeed a wonderful experience. We may experience in a day with a B^^l^s^t from our boss and another day calling us "faggots". Nevertheless, we survive. Not because we love the company dearly (love your job, but not your company eh?) but because of the friendship we shared with people. Friends whom you consider true and worth keeping. Some may say you rarely find friends in the work place. But to us, it's the other way around. So here are some tips to survive in a stressful work environment:

1. Pretend as if you hear nothing when your boss shouts at you.
2. When he says you're fired, be courteous say "Thank You".
3. When are really pissed and don't have the heart to work...Do Skype Conference with your trusted friends...so it will still look like your doing your work...(weeeee i'm guilty..
   
4. Get a gun and shoot him to dead (by W. Podot)
5. When you're boss is an ALIEN study the law on deportation.
6. When he is in his momentum of shouting, just let him. And once he's done, tell him " Are you finish idiot?"
7. If he says that your work is like a high school graduate's work, tell him that at least, i got myself educated.
8. When he calls you, answer him " Ang naay tuyo maoy moduol "
9. When he says, " That's unprofessional!!", answer?, " Are you talking to yourself?"
10. If somebody's looking for you asking for payment of your boss' bill just say...i am in "INVISIBLE MODE"
11. When in a meeting and tells you, " You're completely idiot!!", say to him, " Just like you, honey! We are compatible!!
12. When he tells you, " Do you understand English?" your answer is , " I have submitted my resignation already."
    

The above items maybe intended for laughs...but it's quite true sometimes. Just put a laugh over a thing you can't control. Should there be a need to change Go for it! But on top of this all pray for your boss. He may not turn out the boss you want him to be but at least you've done him that favor. It may still count in the future. :)

Faith Changes Our Fate

“And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” (Matthew 17:20)

It almost came to a point when I no longer believe that my prayers are heard. I always utter a prayer of petition to God but nothing happened? Why? Because I don't have faith that things will turn out the way I want it to be. God is a generous God. You just have to believe it and things fall into place in God's time.

It's true faith changes our fate. When I believe that we will become a professional despite the hardships, I indeed become professional. Our faith will lead us to who we want to be. It will motivate us to strive harder and do good in our endeavor. There are maybe obstacles in our path but those we're designed to make us more fitted to the dream that we aspire for.

Those who dream are wise. But those who dream and believe in it are wiser!!!

Between the lines...

When I read a long write-ups or articles...i find it hard to comprehend. It's just because I don't want to read line by line. It makes me feel sleepy and drowsy. So i just skip some lines...and forgot the story in a day.

In life, we tend to skip some moments especially those that gave us discomforts. Not knowing that in the end those will lead us to bigger world, to a brighter prospective to a life we lead on. Skipping often leads us to regrets and failures.

Nonetheless, we can always look back. Try to go through each line and ponder, to make up for those lost times, to mend the broken pieces.

Life is beautiful my friend. Let's live life day by day and appreciate it.